我只想要靠近...

走在人挤人的走道我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜 但是我不相信

坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定

每当我想靠近 你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明

我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
回想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴

I m hungry but all i c is banana. *Sigh*... maggie mee again? I reali dun feel like it. I need something more... more 'solid'.

*LOL*

就是那種不只是會填飽肚子，也會填滿心裡的空位'de something. It's hard to describe.

N i reali need more 'free time'... e kind dat requires me to b away fm work, away fm doing so many things, away fm reality. And most prob, oso away fm my lappy. *Haha*... yeah i figured, i'm so glued to it dat time's nv ever enuf.

Woo Hoo...

Dinner made up for e late nite e previous day which lead to sleepin 1/2 e day away, means no proper lunch and change of body clock causing lazy bones. I get to take a foto... to make up for e one i lost together wif my missing fone. wOO hOO...

这种爱

界线的存在框出一种姿态

天生的无奈 局中人才明白

一开始是否不该爱

谁把门打开 开放两种期待

你一步走来 推开所有安排

我已经爱上了不该爱

"Only love can make a memory. Only love can make a moment last. You were there and all the world was young and all it's songs unsung. and I remember you then when love was all, all you were living for, and how you gave that love to me...."

这种爱 这种爱 伤害总是慷慨

笑着面对每个阻碍不轻易说离开

"You are my rib. It was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep, God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the 'rib' of your life, you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart."

这种爱 这种爱是我选择的爱

你无可取代 坚定的爱在盛开

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying..... "Just take care of my eyes dear. i'll always love you forever.."

Remembering the past... it's wats happening now. Will i ever learn? Will i ever b wise?

Only e 'future's past' will tell.

I had a hard time glueing e head to e body. N when i finally manage to glue it on... haiz... legs how? Cannot balance le. It took ages.

E end result...

Nothing close to e pic. But i tried. *LOL*

I had a better time wif e finger puppets. They were so ez to make. So cute somemore. I love e cow...

I call them Ms Oink n Mr Moo!!!!~

Considered as one thing settled...

Lunch wif momma. She didn't hafta take any leave coz we r both off!!!!~~ N i had some time to spare. Such a lazy saturday but... still hafta eat lunch rite.

We went to this restaurant at tampines one... it's called FISH...

N so of course we ate fish...

Dessert was a must coz they had a discount which starts @ 2.30pm. They call it e saturday special.

Taste good i must say. *SmileZ*

N i bought glue...

Yippie... i get to start on one of e 3d kit!!!!!~

On my way...

把我的心打开装满你的爱, 就算时空变换你无可取代。。。

I'm so into e idea of takin vitamins i'm actuali studyin them. Medications fm e past mth was a torture... all in tablet form. I hate e ones dat's so bitter when u 'accidently' r unable to swallow it down n it sticked to e throat. Yuckz. Creeps me out whenever i think of it. So all my vitamins r so gonna b in capsules or in liquid form.

Shoppin at art.friend has alwaz made me quite happy. I rem e days when i had to go there for my materials almost everyday n end up buyin more den i shd. They r full of mystery items n it makes me wanna 'open up my imaginations'. *Haha*...





Thou i'm no longer in e 'arts department', some children art n craft reali interest me. Finger puppets n mini 3d kits!!!!!~ Now a days kids r so pampered. But... i forgot to buy glue. *Sigh*... my mini 'art get a way' has to wait.



P.S. : Pic taken wif my sony. Something i ignored for quite some time now. *Sori*... i'd b using u more often!!~~



I've not seen my Stephanie for such a long time... i wonder wat dat gal has been up to.



Even my momma has to make appt for a lunch date wif me. Not forgettin she actuali texted me 'i will take leave to have lunch wif u'... oppz. On e other hand, i wonder wat she wans to talk abt.

(>.<")*Sweat*



My schedules so cramp these days i've been findin it hard to meet pple. Not forgettin do things dat i would like to do. Hey hey hey... something's gotta b done!!!!~ I'd need to get to e root of e prob... SOON...


I wanna win TOTO!!!!!~ 把我的心打开装满你的爱, 就算时空变换你无可取代。。。

忍不住想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞

忍不住想要吻你的冲动

不确定我的执着能让你感动

我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落

关于你的一切我想要比谁都懂

还没勇气想得太多

你的世界如此辽阔

我会在哪个角落?

Satisfaction in a box

It's more like gettin to eat wat u wanted dat satisfied e stomach n mind.


E curry was ok...



E almond longan was average.

But i'm 100% happy.

Juz coz everything went as planned.

How i wish everyday could b like today.

I wished everyday felt like today. Waking up earli wif good weather, went for a meetin in e mornin n had a nice lunch. And when i look @ my watch it's still earli. Even had time to plan today's dinner. Relaxed... mayb it was e overall mood. Come to think if it, while on e way for e meetin 3 pple stood in my way while waitin for e cab, one after another but i was cool n e cab came almost @ wat it seemed 10 sec intervals. *Haha*

Dinner plans in process... gonna haf golden pillow 933's curry chicken. Yum... my mouth's all watery. Time for some chocolate 1st...

就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

I reali do not understand wat this world has become.

The body's actuali able to heal itself n feel better... by flushing out all e medication which were meant to cure me. I went to e toilet so many times i lost count. =*(

It juz felt like crap when e doctor told me dat e med's not e cause of e diarrhoea only e vomitting was. Hello... i'm pukin all e medication n i smell it thru my throat n my shit's all watery wif e smell of e same thing n it juz comes together wif my pee. It must b all e medication i took e past few days dat i didn't puke out. N i must drink water rite... so it happens like once every 1/2 hr or worse every 15 mins. I was so furious when i was unable to speak to e doc yesterday, i even went online to search for e side effects n it did read diarrhoea. Waiting for this doc for my turn was insanely mind blowing too... sux. I was there @ 9.15 n was told she was fully booked till noon n dat i haf to b prepared to wait if i wanted to go there earli. There were only 3 pple b4 me but it took insanely long. N u noe wat, ends up i still need to pay for my meds coz she did not haf wat i need n all she could give was a prescription to get them else where. *Shakes head*

When i went to get e medication, her writing was so bad they could not read it. *Shakes head*... they had to call e clinic... so wait again lo. Wat a waste of time.

I'm feelin better den yesterday... but my head's still spinning n i'm awake... 'toilet crave' is keepin me fm reali snoozing. Sux sux sux...

This is e new craze... if u dun wan urs pls juz pass it to me. Since everyone will definately eat macdonalds @ least once in a blue moon, i'd juz assume everyone else is as into this as me.

Start playin monopoly everyone!!!!~~

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These triggered e 'flower thoughts' in me... recieved flowers b4 n u'll noe how it feels. I totally dislike recieving flowers fm some random delivery guy who alwaz (okie almost alwaz) happen to b indian. (Racist... yeah.) N den u'd haf to deal wif e 'who ah? who ah?' later. It still happens if u're attached coz dat's wat i will do. (Retribution) All when u r terribly bz workin. *Starts to shake head*

N somemore... wrong kind of flowers. U'd guess my love for pink goes all e way to e flowers but it does not. These r wat i love...

Exactly how i love it. E reciever's of this bouquet is not me... seriously. (It was there @ e store coz our florist was doing an errand if u must noe)

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I feel like shit... side effects fm medication reali sux. I'm gettin vomit vibes, airy stomach, heavy head n diarrhoea. Sux sux sux...

Still here to haunt...



but in a different way.

Restaurant city has been keepin me bz this few days. E logic of rest n pay is truely portrayed in this virtual game. In 3 short hrs, everyone is 'dead' fm lack of sleep or food. Like pet society, i think my current 'trend chasing' might juz die reali soon. But u noe wat... it's a realli good way to kill time if u've any to spare. Wat's more... this method of time killin does not kill much brain cells too. While watchin tv n munchin on snacks or while packin e room or juz doing some face mask... c... u can start learning how to multi task wif e least effort. *LOL*

只能够安静的看着我...真实的心连心...这一刻感觉很'暖い'

It's Sunday...

it's quiet all ard. Gives me some room to do my own things.

*LOL*... like cook my own lunch. I couldn't finish it thou... n there's no one to finish it for me. I now would like some dessert. Something warm would b nice. Hmmp.

3 in 1 package. Comfy cushion, facial mask, tissue n air con provided. It's no wonder e mind decides e body shd stay put @ this certain spot.



I dunno if it's 'jetlag', 'brain mulfunction' or juz dat i m too 'zombiefied'...



I look terrible. Even after all e mask.

Oh... it's 2am already. I juz can't sleep. My 'tomolo's tomolo' is juz TODAY!!!!~~

Today's a day to remember...

Tomolo's a day i will miss occasionally.

E day after tomolo's tomolo will b e day to celebrate.

Juz sitting here dreaming of a dream come true...